power up! yabadabadooo!

today, i felt a surge of confidence in me. idky.. BUT it feels as gooooood as a tub of ben and jerrys! WOOOOO HOOOOOOOO. you know, my fav hangout place is now Kinokuniyakoniyakuyoshinoya!!! AHAHAHAHHH!!!! KINO LAHHHHH~ BEST!

sleep on it

I keep telling myself to sleep on it..but i end up having a nightmare…. ):

Dirty
To dream that you or something is dirty, represents your anxieties and feelings toward sex. The dream stems from low self-esteem and feelings of being unworthy.� You need to purify your mind, heart and body. [oh dearrrrr....]

Sweeping
To dream that you are sweeping, implies that you are clearing your mind of emotional and mental clutter. Get rid of all the minor annoyances in your life and focus on the more important things. You need to take a new stance and have a fresh attitude toward life. Alternatively, sweeping means that you are ignoring some important facts and are going against what your gut and intuition is saying.

Broom
To see a broom in your dream, denotes that it is time to clean up your act and resolve your past issues. You need to discard what is no longer useful to you. [NEW CLOTHES!]. Alternatively, brooms symbolize domesticity and the establishment of a household. Perhaps it is time to settle down. Also, brooms are sometimes associated with witches and thus broomsticks may refer to the female shadow aspect of yourself.

Elderly
To see an elderly person in your dream, represents wisdom or spiritual power. Pay attention to the message or advice that the elderly person is conveying to you. He or she can help provide life answers and solutions to your problems and try to guide you toward the right direction. [WHAT??? the elders are trying to kill me in the dream!]

War
To dream of a war, signifies disorder and chaos in your waking life You are experiencing some internal conflict or emotional struggle which is tearing you up inside.[like what sunako san experiences in Yamato, it's a emotional roller coaster. not fun, not fun.] Alternatively, the dream indicates that you are either being overly aggressive or that you are not being assertive enough. Perhaps you need to be prepared to put up a fight in some area of your life. On a more direct level, the dream may be reflection of current wars around the world and your personal feelings about it.

Fear
To dream that you feel fear, indicates that your achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are experiencing anxieties in various aspects of your life. The key to overcoming your fear is to discuss them and deal with them openly.[lingling where are uuuuu ]

if u udderstand what i am trying to say

Everytime i start to try,

-1-1-1-1-1-1-1+100= ~!@#$%^

Please be gentle, I’m still learning.

People are much deeper than what we think they are. Much deeper, especially right brained people. I dont wanna be right brained.

The things that are buried inside us, we cant throw them away. They may be useful a few years later, when we need inspirations/ideas. That’s when we dig them up and laugh at them, although they may be painful for now.

Those things are not just thoughts…but feelings, experiences and memories. Things we’ll never forget, no matter how hard we try.

Half filled cups are always half full to me. It does affect me to a certain extent if you have no confidence in me. But i belief in myself. If you think I’m ‘commiting suicide’ by choosing this, you can relax, for i have reasons for my choices. As for these reasons, people who are in the industry for too long will never get them. Old people, i mean. They may think they are mature and experienced. But that is only because they are so good at what they are doing, while I am new and still learning. Perhaps after doing similar things for so long, they get bored. Bored of life, bored of design, bored of love. That could be why they have no creativity. They can easily create pretty things. Nice effects, good combination of colour and space, but no spark. It’s all the same out there.

I wouldnt say i wanna change the industry, or make people accept me. But i like different things. Just slighly different. An interesting change, that people can accept.

I need to find the right track and I know God’ll help me (:
GOD BLESS MY LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL!!

inception-ed

*happy*

i miss going to ndp with my family… nvm. next year! ! !

Love is

‘Like eating together, and having fun..looking at the same scenery and thinking i’ll never forget this moment.. or .. laughing so hard, i feel like i’m going to die. and sometimes, feeling worried…and then..thinking that i want to spent somemore time with everyone. To Love someone is just made up of simple things like that.’

-Shuji [Nobuta wo produce]

oh mian…. dream dream dreammm

Photographer
To dream that you are a photographer, represents your desire to hold on to a certain image, time or period in your life.

Camera
To see a camera in your dream, signifies your desires to cling on and/or live in the past. Alternatively, it may indicate that you need to focus on a particular situation. Perhaps you need to get a clearer picture or idea.

Focus on a particular situation? SCHOOL WORK PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

hmm

The secret to high performance isn’t rewards and punishments, but that unseen intrinsic drive – the drive to do things for their own sake and the drive to do things because they matter.

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