People are much deeper than what we think they are. Much deeper, especially right brained people. I dont wanna be right brained.
The things that are buried inside us, we cant throw them away. They may be useful a few years later, when we need inspirations/ideas. That’s when we dig them up and laugh at them, although they may be painful for now.
Those things are not just thoughts…but feelings, experiences and memories. Things we’ll never forget, no matter how hard we try.
Half filled cups are always half full to me. It does affect me to a certain extent if you have no confidence in me. But i belief in myself. If you think I’m ‘commiting suicide’ by choosing this, you can relax, for i have reasons for my choices. As for these reasons, people who are in the industry for too long will never get them. Old people, i mean. They may think they are mature and experienced. But that is only because they are so good at what they are doing, while I am new and still learning. Perhaps after doing similar things for so long, they get bored. Bored of life, bored of design, bored of love. That could be why they have no creativity. They can easily create pretty things. Nice effects, good combination of colour and space, but no spark. It’s all the same out there.
I wouldnt say i wanna change the industry, or make people accept me. But i like different things. Just slighly different. An interesting change, that people can accept.
I need to find the right track and I know God’ll help me (:
GOD BLESS MY LAST YEAR IN SCHOOL!!
